E265: Carrying the Message (Without Being Preachy)

"Carrying the message" doesn't mean becoming Mr. AA or giving speeches at speaker meetings. It's not about recruiting, arguing on Facebook, or diagnosing strangers.

In this episode, Matt and Steve talk honestly about what carrying the message actually looks like — and why it has nothing to do with preaching.

Steve shares the story of his first AA meeting: lost, confused, and terrified. Then someone reached out with a simple handshake and said, "Hey, I'm Mike. How you doing tonight?" That moment changed everything. Not because Mike gave him a Big Book speech, but because he showed up and made him feel human.

Matt breaks down his approach: "The number one thing I can do to share the message is to live a good sober life and not be a prick." He talks about being the kind of person who makes others curious about recovery — not through preaching, but through the quality of his life.

We discuss:

• Why "attraction not promotion" actually works in practice
• What it means to be "the only Big Book someone might read"
• Steve's realization: "I don't want to be the guy people think would be better off drinking"
• How carrying the message looks different at 3 months vs. 15 years sober
• The story of the 11-month chip and the 38-year chip at the same meeting
• Why newcomers carry the message too (even when they're struggling)
• Matt's exhaustion from travel and why taking care of yourself IS carrying the message
• The real reason Steve keeps his Monday night meeting going

The conversation gets real about Steve's neighbor asking him to walk the dogs, his grandson's birthday party, and why being wanted at family events is the whole point of doing this work.

Bottom line: You don't have to be perfect to carry the message. You just have to live well enough that when people hear you're in recovery, they're curious instead of skeptical.

If you've ever felt uncomfortable about "carrying the message" or thought it wasn't your place because you're too new, too flawed, or too tired — this episode is for you.